It’s like to the point where it doesn’t even seem real anymore if that makes sense, like it’s so far beyond me that it’s some how not reality but also not surreal i don’t know if that makes sense. yes i’m worried, extremely worried for my family.
i hate hearing stay with me on the radio when i’m driving somewhere the chorus like KO’s my heartstrings and i don’t come back from it for at least another half hour
Don’t think that way Anon. regardless of whether or not that is true, don’t let anyone’s expectations create obstacles in the path you’re most comfortable following. No one knows your strengths better than you and no one understands you better than yourself. Your worth doesn’t lessen based on your salary and there isn’t a profession in the world more important than teaching and your family will see that I promise. I hope you never have to worry about this again, you’ll be beautiful and everything you’ll do will be beautiful and it’ll all fall into place.